im overwhelmed with school this whole week. what else is new?
everyones week so far is going off pretty shitty and everyone keeps complaining about it, its kinda anoyying
ive got some good news though theese right here
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these right thurr ^^^ those are mine. i ordered the purple reynolds twos and a gray abd black striped thermal...long sleeve
soo yea im happy aboot that


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ive had like doctors appoitments all week and still one tomrow when i get my neck brace off or have to wear it a few more weeks, and on friday. fuckin doc's.and pre s.a.t is on saturday of all days so ........................yea. thats pretty much it. i did one sick amazing drawin yesterday which im seriously proud of

_teddy

today was alright.
stood out in latin for being the only one who doesnt know how to identify words and translate them aswell
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i am seriously so far behind in every class just about..................................
and also im fucking tired of people coming up to me asking what happened or asking if i feel ok or what ever. its just kinda gay.

Current Music: tower of rome

tooodayyy .......................fucking sucked fucking shit.

FIRST OF all.........whats everyone talking about and complaning about drama? someone tell me what i missed, and how i miss these events i have no idea

day started off ok i guesse latin which did not study for was moved till i dont even know when, because our teachers like good freind died :[.

school went prettty fast i guess,
i rode home on maireads bus and we hung for a bit and than aurora came over and we all like chilled and walked to like wawa for milkshakes and started loitering at friendlys and went into shoprite.

got picked up and guesse where my mom fucking brought me two....><><>?<>< to fucking theropy :s

and about what? about why and if i still smoke............fucking bullshit.,
-the only good thing about it was that i got to pretty much unfold myself to the shrink which i have never revealed myself to anyone in the world, and being able to do that made me feel good :]. no one has ever been concerned about my feelings and just took the time to ask me and listened and understood me so that was an amazing part of it all. but pretty much she thinks i love weed way to much not to be doing it and about depression she didnt say anything about helping it :[. also i got taco bell and had to listen to my mom for a fucking hour car ride of us yelling at eachother and me pointing out fault of everything shes ever done pretty much.{only time i have ever been somewhat mean} and i finally got her to lower her voice by yelling at her. and she went emotionally crazy like an emotional breakdown almost with the crying about me and my well being and my grandma causeing trouble for everyone and blah! it was just a bad fucking day that fucked up my emotions and made me angry and depressed and sad.... also can you say "weekly drug tests?" o yea. life deff sucks black cock
so i end this shit by saying

FUCK MOM
FUCK THERAPY
FUCK LIFE
FUCK YOU
FUCK ME
FUCK THE WORLD
**FUCK THE PERSON WHO RATTED ME THE FUCK OUT, YOU MOTHER FUCKING PIECE OF FUCKING SHITT, I HOPE YOU DIE A SLOW PAINFUL FUCKING DEATH YO FAGGIOT**

_teddy

p.s i need something/someone to make me happy..............

Tags: fckin shit
Current Location: home
Current Mood: angry
Current Music: the robot ate me, senses fail, death cab for cutie

ok this weeknd wa ok.
friday mike c came over and chilled for a lil bit, than mairead came over followed by sophie and steph than went to woods chiled there than chilled on the front lawn than went inside and had amazing chicken pot pie...
saturday woke up called mairead up and me her went to pton. ate at chucks which was amazing since its been over like 3 months since iv eatin there. also after we met up with allyssa mindard.
that night met up at mikeys house and chilled with him dan alex mythas and kristin... than peaced after and hour, went home and slept.
sunday hung out with evan tyler and matt, pretty good times i guesse, than maria brought them all to bk and got me some as well which made me very sick :[
than after i was kinda ditched i just around alll fucking day doing nothing, than dj came to sleep over and that kid ill tell you is prettyfunnywhennhes fuckedup. lol
sunday kickd bilsky out. hung with mikey for a lilbit and than did remainding homework

thats about it

yea imm bored so theres my excuse for making one.
also HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARA.
theres been no one to hango out with all day so im feelin a lil lonely